VII: Poetry by A.J. Huffman & Music by Your Schizophrenia
I Am Ghost
of raven wings, a blinding black hologram
haunting deserted planes of my own mind.
I am flightless, condemned
to flutter like a charred butterfly,
inches above grassless fields,
infinities below flowing skies. I am miles
beyond salvation, condemned to an eternity
in a transparent hell. My only reprieve
is a repeated act of desperation,
a forward thrusting, splaying my body
as if it were becoming
part of the glass.
A.J. Huffman has published twelve solo chapbooks and one joint chapbook through various small presses. Her new poetry collections, Another Blood Jet (Eldritch Press), A Few Bullets Short of Home (mgv2>publishing), Butchery of the Innocent (Scars Publications), Degeneration (Pink Girl Ink) and A Bizarre Burning of Bees (Transcendent Zero Press) are available from their respective publishers and amazon.com. A four-time Pushcart Prize nominee, a two-time Best of Net nominee, she has published over 2400 poems in various national and international journals, including Labletter, The James Dickey Review, Bone Orchard, EgoPHobia, and Kritya. She is also the founding editor of Kind of a Hurricane Press.
Your Schizophrenia (a.k.a. Natalia Drepina) is a music/video project based out of Lipetsk, Russia. Albums include Late Autumn Lullaby (Nov. 2008), [С]нежное Одиночество (Dec. 2010), Снотворение (Jun. 2013), Whispers of Ink Hearts (Oct 2014), and Verbarium (Feb 2015), all available via bandcamp. To view more Your Schizophrenia videos, be sure to visit YouTube along with VK. Or, simply listen to Natalia’s spoken word and dark ambient compositions at Soundcloud.